mmm good morning
(couldn’t resist, peaceful beautiful photo…)
surprised at how selfish i am at times, and it came to mind that i heard someone say “that whenever you say, i can’t believe i did that, that it was ego and pride, that it is more on the nose to say, i can’t believe i don’t do that more often.” hmm.. a more little mourning this morning, and hard to admit selfishness and harder than i thought to let go of trying to fix something. and my selfishness. It is
drinking mango apricot tea, ahh, my heart breaks a little and some embarrassment, mostly breaks hurts, although it is my own fault. a medium ache at the back of my throat top of my chest. it’s okay, okay, there are worse things happening all over the world. people suffering more than CNN has a handle on. i will
Somewhere to write to be me…safely be myself and begin again… each day even in small ways.
oh to be what is intentional and not random at all unless of course the accidental intersection of unintentional random meets my intentional-ness. This makes me smile and from inside where my heart.
i like it here on this page.
We hereby dub this “Cat Week” on the Reuters Tumblr. Why? Because we can.
Here’s today’s cat photo:
Hungarian Istvan Puskas holds a kitten as he sits on his wooden chopper in Tiszaors, 161km (100 miles) east of Budapest, June 14, 2012. Puskas, a 52-year-old tractor driver, built his bike in two years from firewood. [REUTERS/Laszlo Balogh]
"somedays everything is calm and serenity in the air. the traffic in my head has been traded for clear blue skies and the weights in my heart important and yet not overwhealming. doubts noted and dismissed. and a window seems open to a bigger picture. a picture i am not the center of everything that revolves. to quietly give, be available, finding equality in community. why some days are this way and others not. wonder if there are people who are this way everyday."
wrote this a year ago this- (a few hours ago now)-moment. just came across this looking for a video for a friend. Although I am opposite today, kinda melancholy.